I Had Some Hard Time :'(

Yess when it came to my mind. I mean that memories. With him..

Assalamualaikum..

Kadang2 sy kena pujuk hati ckp tabahlah wahai hati. Ujian ini terlalu kecil jika dibandingkan dgn org lain. Allah masih menyayangimu..

Kadang sy teremosi gak. Bler teringat everythings about him.. Paling terkesan the last day I met him. Damn! Sy akui benda camni take time to forget. Dan sy xleh nak paksa diri delete it on the spot. Just let it go by the flow.. Time can changes everything. I hope so..

Susah sbnrnye. Lg sy mau lupa lg kuat igtan sy kt dia. Ya Allah tlg kuatkan aku. Sy dan dia xmgkin akan bersama. Demi Allah mmg xboleh.. Sy redha. Mmg btol sy syg kat dia. Dia pon syg kt sy. Stakat syg jer xckup.. Ade bnda lain yg kita perlukan dlm sesebuah perhubungan. Dan bnda tu xde in our relationship..

Till now sy blom jmpa dia after our last met. About 3 weeks kot. Sy rase ade hikmah ape yg berlaku. And Allah permudahkan segalanya..

Sy nak lupakan semuanya. Smpai bler sy nak idop camni kan. I think i should remind myself he's not mine anymore. Wake up!

Sy tau ade bnda i should keep it myself. Xsemua sy boleh ceritakan di sini..

Skrg sy nak support dr semua org. Alhamdulillah sy dah boleh terima kenyataan. Mmg pahit.. Bg sy mase nak lupakan everything..

Dan satu lg. Jgn paksa sy terima sape2 dlm mase terdekat ni. Biar hati sy pulih dl.. Bkn mksud sy hati & perasaan sy dah tertutup. Just leave me alone. Bg sy ruang utk bangkit kembali. And i want to get my normal life..

This is would be my last entry sy emosi. Hope pasni dah xde.. Insyaallah.. Doakan sy ya..